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To Do List
-Get hair dyed bright red like Emilie Autumn and try to keep it that way ( Read more... ) -
My therapist wanted me to write a story about myself, and here it is.
Once upon a time there was a special little baby girl named Lydia ( Read more... ) -
I'm not dead yet...
I haven't been on LJ much at all recently ( Read more... ) -
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I haven't posted in a while...because I typically use LJ for interacting with the lolita community, but I have been incredibly preoccupied lately x_x ( Read more... ) -
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It's strangely funny how most of everyone wants to be tall, thin, tan, toned, physically strong, mature, and stylistically unique but still wanting to blend in...while I wish to be short, fat, pale as death, soft, just barely strong enough to carry on with my life, entirely ageless, and as cute and feminine as possible while at the same time being ( Read more... ) -
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I want nothing more in my life than to feel like a real girl.
It's my biggest wish and what I need to feel happy.
I'm going to fight to the death to feel as girly, happy, lady-like, sweet, and affectionate as I need to be. I have nearly twenty four years of being in my personal hell to overcome and I can't let it get the best of me.
Soon everyone will ( Read more... ) -
My biggest wishes (that will never come true)
I wish:
~To be adorably short like i've always should have been (between 5'0" and 5'2", absolutely no taller than 5'2.5")
~To have a bone structure and fat distribution pattern that would let me love my body, no matter how fat I would be
~To have had a childhood and adolescence as the girl i've always should have been
~To have a sweet, caring, ( Read more... ) -
Flowers
This is my favorite sad story ( Read more... ) -
Life (What next?)
I think I have wasted my entire life. Or is it life that has wasted me ( Read more... )