I'M ENGAGED!!!

WOOT!

I'm tired.

I'm horny.

I'm at work.

I need sleep, alcohol, my close friends and some holiday spirit. No necessarily in that order. Oh yeah, and maybe some action, but I won't push my luck.

After all, I said baby steps. Not him.

What I wouldn't give to disappear right now.

He sent me my favorite flowers at work.

He's good... a little too good maybe... hmmm.

Never the less it has made my day. Yay me!!!

He's pretty much gorgeous. I think he knows. What's worse, I think he knows I know...

Yeah, but I'm still giddy.

Okay, so I'm sitting at work and a couple of cats come in so my allergies are acting up and I'm sneezing. Five minutes earlier a gentlemen comes in for a routine exam for his dog. After I sneeze (with no "bless you" from his general direction by the way) he says that he'll come in later because he "doesn't want to catch my cold." How he could catch ( Read more... )

Who's trained to be a pharmacy and ER tech?!?!

Me baby! ME!!!

I did not know it was possible to hurt this bad.

So I got drunk, went over, made a complete asshole of myself (the dangers of living 50 feet away I suppose) and came to the realization that he doesn't care. He does not give two shits that I'm hurting. He doesn't care that we're not together. He's acting like it was a slight inconvienence that lasted two minutes. I would say something and the look ( Read more... )

So. Much. Anger. Musn't. Lose. Control.....

Seriously, thought I was gonna punch a door there. Whew! Glad that moment passed... the door moment. Not the anger one... right.