I now finally know why i hate sxe so much. God it not a tend, fashion, or meant to make pussy boys seem cool for school. Stop selling god, and don't force him down my throat.

whats the big fucking deal?! omg i cut. big fucking wo0p. i know its not the best things for me but i could be doing worse. life isnt easy and sometimes i need to take control and i know what makes everything feel better. im not saying it solves my problems in fact it adds more but i feel inside in my heart i feel better, i know im hurting my body ( Read more... )

Well two girls had to leave school today. One for a week, the other is gone for good. i'm sad. i did okay on my chem test a 85% i wish i would have gotten a high 90. drama is pointless. school just blows ( Read more... )

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i hate mymom who want to take care of her for me?

i did it, again. three times. a star then two lines. i need to stop.

i screamed in crimson lines tonight, but no one fucking cares to look ( Read more... )

well lets see i will just inform on my high lights of the weekend
*friday- kill bill 2 with charles,

*saturday- Jennifer<333333, Timmy<3333333, i got to see my old crazy mother fucking ass crew! i was so happy the night was great, we got kicked out of almost every place we went. After Timmy and Jennifer left i found myself getting hit on. This ( Read more... )

push your hands down my neck, smile
think you are in control,
never knowing I am more then ready to slit your throat.
And oh you are so perfect thats your presence causes my gagging.
thanks for being ever so core,
thanks for being ever so real,
thanks for being the biggest ass hole i have ever known, let alone loved.
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