I can write here and not be under the magnifying glass. Cody Lee Blevins died today from a heroin overdose. I suppose three is the lucky number. I just saw him two weeks ago and hugged him hard. I will never see him alive again. I will miss him, I will always remember him and our mutual experiences. He always was romanced by death, the plague of ( Read more... )

Ugh, it's finally happened. Years of pushing the line, and she did it. July 23rd mom got a DUI around 3 am coming home from work. She blew .19, and had an open container, so that's two charges. I'm so disappointed in her. She's 53, these are the years you're confidently mature and pretty good and not acting like a youth. Right? She arrested her and ( Read more... )

After dusting off a ton of old photos and high school letters, I figured I'd dust off this old thing as well. It felt like an out of body experience looking over the ghosts of my past. Things that seemed so important (and were) now I wish were the top of the totem pole in my life ( Read more... )

Same place as last time, I supposed this position is the common denominator in my life and the reason I come back here is because I have unfinished business. Business, business, business ( Read more... )

and then the depression kicked in.

I wish I could have told you how much my heart jumped out of my chest as I watched you speed pass my house ( Read more... )

ohhh something wicked this way comes ( Read more... )

:( today is not fun.

At different points of my life LJ has been my sanctuary.

I decided to cancel the plans to move in with Ty. It's not like they were far in the making anyway. Lysandra opened my eyes a good bit and I thank her for that <3. Too many things I see that under a crucial scope I realize would piss me the fuck off if I were to live with him ( Read more... )

Rawwrr, I'm in the pissiest mood ever. I just fucking dropped my phone in my ramen noodles. THAT IS IT! Fuck phones, I obviously cannot hold on to one ( Read more... )