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Reich mir nicht deine Hand
If I were boy, and if I had grown up in the ghetto, I think I would've wanted to become a rapper. Rap music (especially Bushido, Loco Locass and Azad) seems to fit no matter what my mood. Awkwardly enough. I guess I like the whole tough attitude.
I went to school yesterday. First time I saw Juju since I called him to break up with me. I did an ( Read more... ) -
WHY are you so goddamn bipolar?
So after thinking I'm not EVER having anything to do again with the Kazakh because he clearly hates me for not talking to him Calculus (BUT HE WAS TOTALLY IGNORING ME TOO!) I get a random MSN message at a time he should be in class. It goes like this and no, there was no hello or what's up to start off with:
The Kazakh: Have I ever slapped you?
Lola: ( Read more... ) -
It's only a minor relapse, I swear
Ahhh, so his name is Juan. Same name as my other ex, but unlike Juan #1 this is one is from Colombia and not Venezuela ( Read more... ) -
Bye Bye Boylimia
For the past twelve months I have been in two relationships: one spanning four months, the other two. I've hooked up with five guys inbetween (or, well, during those six months I shouldn't have been). I think I might have hit some sort of limit ( Read more... ) -
Forget ice cream, bring on the wine and calamari
After my first shift at work I went out with Kat and Africa. Mostly to get out of the house and to vent and to just start regaining some sense of what I've stopped doing these past two months ( Read more... ) -
Because I still woke up this morning, alive
Juju broke up with me yesterday night.
Well, technically I'm the one that phoned and I'm the one that asked him point blank if he wanted to continue the relationship but he's the one that said no.
He's the one said that this wasn't going anywhere.
Cue heartbreak.
However after a pretty rough night that involved Chérie coming over briefly past midnight ( Read more... ) -
I'm kinda okay if the world falls apart now
I booked my plane tickets today for Japan.
I'm leaaaaveeeeing on a jet plane May 7th, flying to Seoul and then from Seoul to Osaka. I don't know how I'm suppose to concentrate on school knowing that none of the marks really count for anything and knowing that in two month I am gone.
I can't really believe I'm going again. It's breathtakingly ( Read more... ) -
Don't break ups suck?
I don't know if I even mentioned this before here but Africa broke up with her boyfriend. I think I might have.
It's still dragging on.
I have never seen her like this. We've been friends since Grade 8 and I have never seen her like this. I'm not so good when it comes to dealing with emotional people. Somehow, thankfully, she's steered clear of the ( Read more... ) -
Ihr werdet es nie verstehen
I went out with the garçon tonight. Saw a movie, went out for coffee afterwards. All in all I actually had another really nice evening with him. Which even after being there watching my friend's realtionships fall to shambles is comforting.
I this I might really like this guy. I do. And it's horrible.
So I'm going to listen to German rap that ( Read more... )
