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[lollipop_faerie]

I come online.. thinking about her and if shes on... I check her fucking journal and all I see is this ONE FUCKING SENTENCE!!! Äs much as I want to be with cassie I know I cant.."she lied to me... the whole fucking time... my whole existence on this fucking earth was a big fucking lie.. fuck it all.. fuck her... fuck life... fuck time

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[thatfaraway]

im sorry doll...

[lollipop_faerie]

don't be... you didn't do nefin... = )

[fallchild363]

I didnt lie to you. And I didnt use you to get to him.

Maybe Im just finally facing the reality that what we both really want cant ever happen.

[lollipop_faerie]

its because you dont trust me and u dont trust us... we cant ever happen because you dont trust that we can be togeather... It hurts so bad without you...

I love you alicat...

buying your girlfriend something and telling her you love her... ALI HE FUCKING CHEATED ON YOU FOUR TIMES!!! and you think something and a saying I love you can fix your fucking scars like magic juice?!?!?! it wont ali and you know it... and you KNOW he can never love you as much as I do....

please ali... bleh...

I'm sorry...

[suicide_blush]

*hugs* Aw honey I'm so sorry.
I'm here if you need to talk ok?

[lollipop_faerie]

*hugs* its ok hun...

[lollipop_faerie]

yea heh... *hug*

[heart_in_a_bag]

*hugs*

[lollipop_faerie]

*hugs* thanks for the hug = )