so i'm done..

i cant seem to do anything right, so i will jsut stop trying

I can't take this kinda pressure ( Read more... )

"SIX AWAY to the present day. Couldn't keep you away. All of you. Greetings in shapes of shadows connected to my feet. Under this LENGTHY SKY SLEEPS...all of you. Let the light in keep the door cracked. My faith's in my chest. It holds this intact ( Read more... )

so last thursday was the great move from texas to virginia. epic as it was. not even four hours into the trip i was in an accident and was lucky not to have been harmed, injured, or killed. An 18 wheeler was speeding and ended up right behind me, couldn't switch lanes, went into the shoulder and then totally flipped, dumping its whole load of wood ( Read more... )

so the past couple of weeks/ month have been fairly eventful and fast paced. Packing, trying to get finances in order, realizing they will never ever be in order. Having financial aide (possibly) fall through, and still being unsure of the whole college situation. overall its been very stressful, but i'm still headed full steam ahead towards ( Read more... )

The decks just build and break ( Read more... )

this week was okay, i went to Austin to visit my parents and try to bury the hatchet that seems to be between us. It was eventful nonetheless, but as usual i will keep my lj cryptic and nondescript. tacky and irrelevant works too ( Read more... )

man ( Read more... )

GO THE FUCK AWAY, seriously.. i INDIRECTLY mention suicide and you freak out and call my friends?.. like i said.. kerosene.

GO AWAY. you want me to let go so fucking badly?.. YOU SHOULD LEARN TO DO IT YOUR GOD DAMNED SELF.

oh, and lindsey is awesome, i miss her... if.. that even makes sense