Doodoo doooo.... I'm bored. I've been trying to prepare myself to go back to school so I won't have to go through that "being so dead tired I pass out after school" faze, but I'm afraid I've failed horribly... Anyway. I had this funny dream that I cussed out Mr. T yelling at the top of my lungs.lol. I guess I should go do something to entertain

Yeah, like the title says it's my mother's birthday, she seems to be having a good day, which is great, but more than I can say for my self. I feel pretty pointless. The leadership meetings left me drained and feeling overwhelmed and frustrated. Yeah. Ihave to write a personal mission statement before friday and I' not too sure what that's going to ( Read more... )

Nope, I don't do anything anymore, not no more. I will not write. I will not get out of bed unless I absolutley haveto, nope, no more. I will not do anything to make any one happy, but ( Read more... )

I guess I'm coping pretty well since I don't feel as terrible as I used to... anywayz I'm pretty bored, summer is coming to an end, not that I'm ready to go back to school, I just wish I was away like I was in the beginning of the summer... yeah...

Hmm... where to start. I guess with the fact that I've lost the desire to do anything. No ganas. I basically do things because I have to. I haven't been eating much, been sleeping alot. yeah. I can't even write. I don't think I'm depressed. I don't know what I am. Just don't know...

Amoung other things, me and Chase broke up today. Learn lessons in life right? they'll make you stronger. Well, sorry folks as true as that is it still hurts like hell and feels like shit.

Had an excellent day. Practiced backing into the driveway and nailed it! Told people about my crazy Sims2 family. Talked to chase for more than ten minutes, sort of anyway!!

I should update, since people are missing me. Nothing much out of the ordinary, truly. I've been gone, now I'm back. I might write more often. Who knows? Finished Harry Potter Six. Made me cry. funny huh?

Yeah, I really do, I have a loving family, awesome friends, a great boyfriend, good grades, a place to live, more than enough to eat, looks, smarts, creativity.... I really have it all. People would probably kill to be me. The bad side is, no matter how good my life is,  I'm always unhappy. Damn. right? Today I got really upset for some reason or ( Read more... )

My Lord, I haven't written in a while, maybe because I've been busy. I' going to be busier this week than last...le sigh. I'm starting drivers training on Monday. Yay!!! That's actually a good thing and a bad one at the same time. I'm never going to be home before 7:30 for the rest of the school year:-(. To top it off we're heading in to production ( Read more... )