look out where there is a rainbow arch over at the night sky
where there is stars shining brightly in the afternoon sky.
when every where else you find it impossible,
i will make it possible just for...
for i love...

 disappointed as it seems, i am back from wherever i have been. no i have not been running, no i have not been ignoring, but seriously i don't find anyone caring enough to listen or sit around longer than i thought. i am not sorry for how i have acted, but seriously its not a way that i wanted either. of all people i thought you will know me, know ( Read more... )

 i miss you here with me. your hair, your laughter, your voice, your smile. you were worth it. i miss you. call me ((:

it is the idea of a man that i miss.
i will try not to look for it anymore.
for there is nothing more in the bucket then pictures.
i shall bid you farewell. and nothing.

 I LOVE YOU.

 i've been running from places to places.
looking at people, smiling and nodding.
nothing, but nothing. there's nothing.

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i leave every thing, every one that i once, however i am not going to leave this space, it's too delicate, fragile, i am not moving on with time. i am staying, promise((:

whenever i see myself in the mirror, i see a person with and ugly nose, thick lips and round face! i dont like what i see, i paint all the mirrors i can see, so i see nothing i imagine what its like to be pretty or feel pretty. this is not low self esteem thingy, this is are just words. okay dah bye.((: