Be careful what you wish for...

[lolly2791]

Maybe a week ago I posted in here about how I was bored by the pattern in which my life has fallen into. With in the past 4 days eveything has been tossed around, and now there is SO much different. I don't know if I'm really ready for it either. I just suddenly feel lost between what I want to do and what I feel I should do. I really need to talk

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[headbandoflove]

i'm sorry as to what is happening because i know what it is and from what i hear it does suck, if i can help just let me know. I think everything will work out in the end, have a super day!

[lolly2791]

oh dear... If you know that means people are already talking... Ya, I've cried about it a few times this break... Does everyone think I'm a bitch? Cause I don't want to be... I can't help the way I feel-- or the way anyone else feels for that matter... Wow, I sound mopey... Thank you for being sweet Melanie... I'll see you when we come back to school...

[eiadh]

God, you sound like me a few years ago.

... I'm sorry.

[lolly2791]

So... it gets better right?

[eiadh]

You've got a while.

[lolly2791]

shiiiiiiiiiit....

[korn0818]

i had a dream the other night that i decapitated some fat chick at school. i'm not sure what that means, but it was weird.

...and i hope everything gets better for you. me, shit's just going to stay the same because god hates me, but you knew that by now.

[lolly2791]

God hates everyone. I believe this mainly because I believe he doesn't really exist any more. I'm sorry things suck... It happens to the best of us...

[korn0818]

=/

[headbandoflove]

no one thinks youre a bitch darling, you are very sweet! Nobody is really talking now but once we get back i think that it will spread like wild fire, cause hey, it is the department. But dont worry because its true that you cant help what you feel so dont feel bad about it, i'm just sorry that things couldnt be easier! Also, things do get easier but unfortunatly with the asshole that is involved in this situation it seems to linger a little longer but it will work its self out. Just like i told someone else dont worry about it for now and just let it be, enjoy the rest of your spring break and i will see you soon!

[poison_the_w3ll]

hmm. i wish i knew what was going on.
& i think your cute and real sweet; laura.

[p.s. the thought of there being a god, is so absurd.]

and damn, atreyu lyrics are the best.

[lolly2791]

Thanx kristen... I really appreciate that :)