So, hanging out w/ Will again. We did this crazy designer drug last night 2CB-very fun psychoactive. I liked it, lots of cool visuals-I kept seeing tiki's and stuff on the ceiling of will's livingroom. We decided to bump it-I bumped about half and then it felt like somebody was continually piercing my septum....the burning! AHH! So I parachuted the ( Read more... )

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Funny, when I told the truth, suddenly the feelings went away.

I knew that it hurt when you said that, because I got so quiet.

I took myself out of an unhealthy situation.

I'm going to learn how to live without wanting a boy around. That's a bad leftover habit.

I’m tired of boys who make me cry ( Read more... )

I learned how to crochet today. I talked to Matt on the phone tonight, he learned how to crochet today as well, he didn't think that was as amazing as I did. That was a bummer...Do I really wanna live in a world where no one else thinks that coincidences are as cool as I do? I mean, I thought it was pretty cool...

My emotions about everything and everyone have been so flexible lately, so fluid and tempermental-not neccessarily in a bad way....I've been having trouble articulating what I'm feeling I guess is what it might come down to. I feel huge changes coming, like there is a constant shining mass of white light looming towards the front of my mind. I ( Read more... )

I'm hanging out in Aaron's room, I just snorted a bit of some pharmaceutical that's like valium...before I came over I wanted to just kick and scream and kill everyone. So, today was to be the day that I began packing, unfortunately, I stayed up kinda late, so I slept late, and so it didnt go down like that. helena comes home and decides she's ( Read more... )

Ever have one of those times when you just sort of feel like being sad for no reason? That's sort of me right now, not that I have anything to be sad about...So, Aaron and Leah are back and I am so so so happy about that, I love them both so much, Aaron and I were cruising around last night and saw Mark for a bit, it was really good to see him, we ( Read more... )