so, I now have high speed...I am finally away from archaic dial-up...far, far away...and my computer has stopped being an ass, nevertheless, I'm so getting an apple next time. So, for those of you who haven't heard, and those of you who care, I'm coming home for a visit on september third and I'll be there thru the 18th...which means, I'll be there ( Read more... )

So, last night, I went to go see this random native american author talk (w/ tricia and jim) and this really fucking creepy guy from medicine wheel whose energy makes me wanna vomit out of my eyes and then aspirate on it asked me if we could get together sometimes....I retreated to Jimpa's side and was totally grossed out, I also made my drum ( Read more... )

So, today I decided that I'm really fucking tired of not having any body my age to talk to here, so I walked over to Dan's (the neighbor) and knocked on his damn door and invited him to come watch a movie, so he came over at about 10 and we "watched" Igby goes down only, I'm not using quotes b/c we made out or anything, the movie I think was kind ( Read more... )

Does anyone else feel as confused as I do? About absolutely everything and nothing all at once? There is something inside of me always crying, but it only comes out when I get upset. Nothing makes too much sense. Nothing is tangible, I can't even verbally express things...the change that I've been feeling for the past few years...when will it come ( Read more... )

how much do I care that I haven't felt like writing in my lj? I came back to Washington and my room was purple, which is nice, because purple makes me feel like I'm in a cave. I'vre got mixed feelings about being back in Washington. It's so beautiful here, and I'm more likely to do something "productive" here. If I stayed in Delaware, it would just ( Read more... )

I am sooooo fucking glad to be here. I've been trying to see everyone systematically, I'm really too lazy to write right now, especially when I could be playing with Barry's hair instead...I've played some bitchass 4 square, fixed up a bike w/ s-rock, smoked with aaron, leah, barry, kimmy, andrew, colin, mike and ernie. It's been a really good time ( Read more... )

at some point in time before everything is over, you will play a part in things again, just once, only this time, I think decisions will be on my hand, I know what I will choose, and it just might surprise you bitch.

I've been doing too much to take time to write-between gardening with Grandmere Tricia and Jim pa, babysitting, and loafing about with books and in the woods... I went to medicine wheel with Jim last week- Tricia was sick though...but yay for drumming and Native American spirituality. Yay for thier doggy Carlie, who is like Sprocket and Barkley " ( Read more... )

I'm flying into DE on May 11th and staying for 2 weeks! weeee! I think I'll probably end up staying at my grama's howse, wait, what's that? You want me to spend the night with you once or twice? aww thanks buddy. And if it's raining orgasms and drugs at Ashley's I'm visiting her hot ass first....Mike-you know I don't like gold....silly. There is a ( Read more... )

fuck you washington, I want to go home and get fucked up with my friends