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[lollywog]

Well today is a much better and generally happier day! Went to the docs yesterday who has doubled the happy pills. Im not totally happy about this as I tend to get insomnia on a larger dose. Boooooo, no coffe or cola for me! Anywho, I think I just managed to pull myself together yesterday. I know you should never say that to another depressed

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[bobsypuff]

Glad you went to the docs and got sorted, hope that it makes you feel better.

Get some insanely gooey sickly choccie cake in and some ice-cream, heat the cake up in the microwave, blob on some ice-cream and veg out in front of the TV watching a DVD.... usually works for me!

OR

Go to the UCI, get a Ben and Jerry's on top of a hot waffle, and go see a decent film - with Ad of course, not on your own! Nothing like a bit of indulgence to make you feel better!

[lollywog]

Sounds like a good plan but there would be one essential ingredient missing, my bestest bud (you!). Pigging out just aint the same with a boy. I am feeling better but cant seem to shake this big yawning loneliness which comes from missing you. Oh dear, Ive gone all very soppy here! Dont read owt into it, its just purely how I feel. I want to meet up some time if you do, maybe try and make a fresh start. Depends how you feel about it though. Plus we need to agree that we will be totally honest with each other, mainly that you should tell me if im being self absorbed, as I usually am! I dunno, if you can re-accept me as a friend I would like that. This is so wierd, its like we were in a relationship or something, or thats what Im making it sound like! But I guess we were, just not a romntic one. Hope Im not freaking you out here....its funny what one small reference to girly fun can bring out of me!

[bobsypuff]

Well I kinda understand where you are coming from here. When our friendship dissolved it felt like I'd broken up with a boyfriend or something, it hurt THAT badly, which is why I couldn't get in contact til now, til I'd sorted my head a bit and got past the anger, the hurt and the pain of losing someone so important to me

[lollywog]

not at all i just feel like laughing and crying all at once! I dont think it really matters if things arent the same, well, we both know they arent going to be, but that doesent mean it cant be good again. When we meet up again it will be auquard, which is why we should pick mutural ground and somewhere suitable. But it seems we are both thinkng the same way at the mo....I think we should just meet up and give it a try.