So...I officially broke up with Alex yesterday, but I feel so lost.  It probably doesn't help that we still got together last night as if nothing had happened.  He wants so badly to prove to me how great things were.  And I think he's right.  I didn't want to believe him when he talked about the Island being a catalyst to all of this, but I barely ( Read more... )

So the cost of an inspection for my car is $900.  Which is just about identical to the $900 it costed to get fixed in January.  Not to mention the $180 for a cv axle two weeks ago.  All of this just to make it through another year?  It's been the hardest decision I've had to make, but I think I'm going to get a new car.  It sucks so bad because my ( Read more... )

     So work is going okay.  I had wednesday off, and I got to spend the whole day with Alex.  It was really fun, we moved a lot of his stuff into the new apartment.  We got to stay over for the first time together.  It was great.  It's just a small efficiency, but it's in a great neighborhood, and it's just perfect for us.  Being back at home with ( Read more... )

So, my first day was mostly cleaning and dishes.  It wasn't bad.  Plus we went over to Arlene's house for dinner: pork roast, asparagus, roasted potatoes, pickled beets, and chocolate birthday cake for dessert (Ann's Birthday was today).  After dinner we went for a walk along the beach.  It was so quiet and peaceful.  And the sun was setting with ( Read more... )

Two and a half hours ago, the ferry docked on the island, and I realized that this is going to be a lot harder than I imagined.  Alex has become such a tremendous part in my life.  I suppose he has been since we met, but it is so hard to leave him.  I miss his smiles, his hugs and kisses, and laying with my head on his chest.  He is such an ( Read more... )

Yay!  So I got the job on Chebeague Island.  It's going to be completely badass.  Unfortunately I miss going to Florida and the Birches.  My mom's pissed at me for that.  Well, sorry I'm thinking about my future.  But anyway, there are 6 nice beaches on the island.  And I'll be staying with three other girls in this cute old house.  There's a whole ( Read more... )

So Tuesday night, trash night, I was walking back to Alex's in the rain when I looked up to see this fluffy white dog staring at me.  I kept walking, and it ran around the corner down a side street.  As I passed the road, I looked to see if the dog was still there.  It was hiding behind a fence, with just its head poking out, still staring at me.  ( Read more... )

Today was an overall dismal day.  The Brunswick is fucking ridiculous.  I really wanted to hang out with Gloria and John today, but I wasted the majority of my day cleaning shitty condos.  Those old feeling are resurfacing.  Never have I ever felt so unappreciated and worthless ( Read more... )

This is the second time I've gotten the hiccups today.  EEk.  They make my chest hurt.  Well, I have three weeks left of school.  I am BEYOND excited.  Hopefully I hear back from Jimmy the Greeks this week.  That would be fabulous.

On my way home from SoPo tonight, I decided that when I own my own house, I won't buy a lawn mower, instead I will ( Read more... )

there really is no irony, just ridiculous dancing....So caitlin and I were in the computer lab sitting like diagonally across from each other.  Neither of one of us realized that the other was there, so we were just listening to music.  When we did notice one another, we just started dancing to our different songs and in some cases just guessing ( Read more... )