im craving kiwi green tea
and choobies
:( damn work
i guess ill get some sunday after work
but probally forget about it :(

oh i have pictures but lost cord
so weekly photos :P

okey so maybe not daily post but it'll be close
today was cool
didn't think id get to go out at all
but Gramma said i could with Ashley
shes being all drastic about things
idk :(
but it was cool
went downtown with the amazing girl
coffee underground/walkforhours
night

i think im going to start a picture a day thing
kinda relives some stress for me
plus it fun
opinions are greatly appreciated

i think i might have made a big mistake tonight
im kind of scared
more worried
and upset

that is all. .

school is getting too boring
and im getting too behind on my net classes
meh
ill get it up sooner or later

i miss her
breif meetings make it worse :/
i guess ill have to deal though

taking a nap before 1230 class

i think in my mind that i have ruined everything,
dont ask why
i just dont konw
skipped classes today
couldnt handel it

wow, ive been going through alot of drastic mood swings lately. this morning i was happyish , ya know just another day, then after school i was extatic, severly happy, like more than ive been in a long time, then in the middle of practice i got severly deppressed went outside and sat on ethans frount porch and cryed, i mean actually bawled my eyes ( Read more... )

as the feeling of lonelyness and worthlessness sets in
i begin to think of someone
they make me happy
but i still dont know
damn confusion

i need a job
a desk job
not retail
not dealing with public much
any help?

ive been trying to stay away from home lately ( Read more... )