As I sit here at a picnic table on campus I for some reason just relived my life from the past 2 years in a total of about 45 seconds ( Read more... )

It's funny how life can change so quickly ( Read more... )

So I'm alive. I didn't fall off the planet...it's quite a shame really.

I won't update on my whole life...you'd get sick of it after 2 sentences.

But right now....I just really need a hug from somebody...but it's not in reach.

I'm lost.

Can Somebody find me?

So my wish for the past 4 months just happened. and now I'm stuck.

Sunlight or Oxygen...which would you pick?

I'm really missing Nathan ( Read more... )

So I've decided to end all of this shit with Nathan. It's going to be quite difficult. I hope I don't just breakdown. I might. The past 3 years...I will say, have had their downs. But I wont say I regret it, because I don't, not in the least. He is my heart. But I have to let him go. And even though we've been over for a few months...I haven't let ( Read more... )

So I met this guy...

WHAT THE FUCK NATHAN....I AM RIGHT FUCKING HERE!....ALL I WANT FOR A MAN IS YOU....YOU DON'T WANT IT.....IT'S YOUR FUCKING FAULT....BUT I CAN GARUNTEE YOU WILL NEVER FIND THIS EVER AGAIN. NOBODY ELSE WILL PUT UP WITH YOUR SHIT....GOOD FUCKING LUCK

Symptom Recital ( Read more... )

I still miss being held by him ( Read more... )