I am back in Santa Cruz... And how much happened in between?! I have a new boyfriend although I am still in love with my guy in Santa Cruz. What's going on? Why me? It's like a drama and I'm in the middle.

I am so in love... with more than one guy... how?

wow so this has been ages...

things have been amazing - Snta Cruz kicks ass and so does vacation! I wrote my last exam today and now have nearly 2 months until I go home! that's AGES! First LA, Vancouver and then LA again, then back to good ol' SC. HOORAY! happiness!

ugly comedown

not too ugly, i bet it can get way worse.  but it was you.  i wasn't able to follow your thought - you were completely in control of what you did and said but there was something else going on inside your head that didn't correspond to the real world.  you were hearing things i didn't say and confronting me on issues that didn't exist.

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new, new, new.  i have a new computer which operates without me - i have very little idea how to work an apple.  it's ok, i will get there.  ucsc is incredible.

i went to san francisco this weekend, just for sunday night.  besides the crazycoolness of the city, the best part was an entirely beautiful and unexpected kiss.

a lot to say, a lot of work ( Read more... )

1. Lost cellphone
2. Hostel cost $50 more than I was quoted on the net
3. Travelled on 8 buses today and got stupidly lost
4. I feel sick.  It may have been last night's 6 Budweisers but I'm not sure.  Might go to the doc. Kidding
5. I need airtime and pretty much, like, nowhere sells that shit.

so, i am in hollywood.  staying in the frikin coooooolest place, on the 4th floor, fun warm colours on the walls, lots of indian decor and art around.  cushions, plants - all very natural.  and about 10 second walk from hollywood boulevard.  score!  it's been mad - really mad.  i saw the hills yesterday, went up into some of the phat-ass houses ( Read more... )

The prettiest city I have ever seen... Santa Barbara.  Yesterday I walked to the beach and just chilled there for a while.  It was hot, sunny, beautiful.  Cute little boats, white sand, palms, flat, calm sea and tanned people.

Last night I went with my host to a beach party - the birthday of a friend of his.  It was such a hippy-vibe jol but the ( Read more... )

well, i have had my first seriously american excperience... the house party!  it was originally a pot luck party but toby, a german friend who i met at the hostel, and i, got distracted while drinking great san franciscan beer at the san francisco brewing company.  we were with a friend of nicole's - who i had never met before and a friend of his ( Read more... )

So, I am finally in the USA.  It's been a bit of everything so far - the trip, the hostel, the city, and now, the couchsurfing.  Right now, I am in Oaklands, just across the water from San Francisco proper.  I am staying with a great girl called Nicole and things are working out fine.

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well, this is it... the beginning of a dedicated life of journalling...

tomorrow i fly out to san francisco... and hopefully life will begin!  watch this space