DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN IT ALL TO HELL!!!!!!!!

Things are getting better for me. I mean school sucks and the TFC admins are so focused on the speck in my eye they have neglected the log in their own. I honestly think I'm going to just quit now while I'm ahead. I'm probably going to fail out anyway right? I realized that classes aren't going to get any easier. and the people situation is ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder if life is just a cruel joke at my expense....

So Dustin got me curious.. again. enjoy ( Read more... )

Got up today; went to work; got sent home from work. (already this day was sizing up to be one of the good ones. Ganked dustin's computer for the day(he was gone so it was ok). A lot is going on. Some small good things appear to be happening now. A lot more bigger and badder things are happening. Cleared the air with some people today. THAT ( Read more... )

Everything went totally wrong today. That's all I really have to say. Worst day ever.

You know I kind of feel sorry for God. I mean, he has to deal with me like, ALL the time. I can tell he is trying to break me and make me more pliable to his will, but I am apparently a tough nut to crack. Damn, I am so rebellious and yet he still keeps trying. If I were God, I probably would have given up by now. Ever get that feeling that ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm just too much of an idealist? Things shouldn't be this hard, for anyone. I mean for me, I can understand things being difficult. Cause I deserve it. But then I see all the other people with problems and sadness... so much sadness... then I want to bring smiles back to their faces! But then I look at myself. I realize that... I'm not ( Read more... )

So today was a surprise Going-away party for Steven. as I was the only local in the group; my job was to #1. make sure that everything went smoothly and everyone was in place. and #2. make sure Steph knew where she was going and to help her not to freak out. I hope I did a good job. The party was fun, but during it I wondered if this was really ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder if I am the only one who actually uses my brain anymore. Why do people have to such f-ing idiots? Why can't everyone just chill and get along ( Read more... )