Today. The worst birthday I've ever had ( Read more... )

Oh my GOSH. Oh my GOODNESS. I could vomit at any moment through entire days. There's never enough time and everyone wants every part of me ( Read more... )

I still don't have a job, I haven't even truly tried to get one, and my parents are starting to pick up on this.
Copper seems to be on her way out, and sometimes I cry myself to sleep or lie against her side, wetting her fur with tears, because of that.
In my so-called "Quest For Morals" (or should I say, despite my "Quest For Morals"), I have done ( Read more... )

I always told myself that smoking (dro, of course) and drinking and such were okay as long as they didn't become a main priority in your life. I mean, as long as they didn't come before God in my life then I had no problem with it. I still believe that. And that's why I do want what Jacob wants for me right now. At first I didn't understand. But I ( Read more... )

Not much could have made the weekend's "festivities" begin on a more disheartening note (and I'm not sure how this whole guilt thing works but I blame myself...for some reason).
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I got what I wanted out of the Male/Manyo game...
A)Confirmation that no one can beat the spirit of the class of '06
B)Chats with one of my fave men
C)BAPE sightings
D) ( Read more... )

I am so loopy lately. I typed a full-on entry yesterday, but Brianna called me towards the end of it so I closed by saying something like, "I can't be serious anymore because Brianna and I are on the phone discussing penis cakes for Zach's birthday." But apparently, even though I was off the phone by the time I finished typing that sentence, I ( Read more... )

I don't know why I'm so into livejournal again. I think it's just the journal part because I'm pretty sure it's not very "live" up in herre. But lately this has been more attractive than even my real journal ( Read more... )

The whole UK thing was kind of short-lived for me. Hah. So this is what if feels like to be a drop-out (however short-term it may be). If I could, I'd never go back (to college, I mean, as Bellarmine is just around the corner chronologically). I keep getting signs that I'd be okay if I didn't, but I'm not so sure either way ( Read more... )

piercing beep of my room's smoke detector at 5:00am for NO reason, check.
repeated at 6:00am, check.
repeated at 6:03am, check.
helga coming down with some illness, check.
vehicle AND self pelted with bullet-like acorns, check.
incredibly failed attempts to bunk helga's dorm beds, check.
blown off (possibly imaginary), check.
missing key, checkno ( Read more... )

mewithoutYou makes everything beautiful. Brother, Sister is one of the most beautiful CD's I've ever heard. It makes the sky and trees and even concrete seem meaningful. I can only think "GOD!" while the music plays ( Read more... )