Wow, I'd really forgotten about this place (not to mention this hidden track on the CD I'm listening to...oh Lula Belle), and I really have no business spending time here when the house is a slightly uncomfortable mess, but Abel is here (Abel Sirius Otto, to be exact) and I think that is worth noting. My brother is getting married. I can't remember ( Read more... )

Doesn't anyone ever change? Geez. I really don't understand how we can go around for years and just do the same, say the same, feel the same blahblahblah dear GOD how boring ( Read more... )

I am so strange. I am two different people. I am thousands of different people. I'm only now recognizing myself ( Read more... )

The Louisville Zoo just called me (yes, the entire zoo as an entity gave me a ring) about a job. Hmm. I've known for a long time that I have always really avoided getting jobs, I've always felt very unenthusiastic about any potential job other than childcare, and I'm only just now ready to admit it to those around me ( Read more... )

So before I start on this 5-page "spiritual auto-biography", due in 7 hours, I should probably type away in here ( Read more... )

Hmm. There's so much that, randomly along the way, I've thought would be good enough for a whole livejournal entry on its own (my first day at Bellarmine, for example). But I just haven't. Now, of all times, after Nacho Libre, Napoleon Dynamite and Snappy Tomato's "Beast" with Karl, Louis, and my parents, while the boys watch Chronicles Of Riddick ( Read more... )

Yesterday was so odd, and wonderful ( Read more... )

What IS this mentality? It swallows me and makes me want to scream in anger and cry pregnant tears. Why don’t I share these ideas and fears that trap every oblivious one around me, therefore leaving me trapped but FAR from oblivious? To be oblivious seems far easier ( Read more... )

I'm sitting on Kristen's couch with Krislo, Katie S., and KD. We're watching A Bronx Tale. This feels so good. I can already tell that this month is going to go by too fast, but I'm going to really try to slow it down. I hope I can figure out how ( Read more... )

I registered for classes at Bellarmine today. I'll probably never graduate because of the combination of my beliefs that a)I should never over-exert myself with school work/school work should never take up so much of my time that it creates bitterness in me or comes between me and the most important things in my life, and b)I should never be a ( Read more... )