Holy hobo. I haven’t updated this mother in a while. Allow me to bring you up to date, school and softball are over. It’s sad to think that I’m never going to be in 8th grade again ( Read more... )

It’s been raining, here, in Brewer Maine, for 21 days now. I feel like repeatedly and violently bashing my head on a door frame. I’m so exhausted, this weather has gotten me down in the dumps. I have all this shit I need to do, but I have not the will to do it due to me being so run down. [growl] boo hoo ( Read more... )

I don’t understand, I just don’t fucking understand!!!! I was so happy not to long ago, not a thing in the world could ever upset me. Now, piss me off..... You’ll bleed. Stuart [sigh] He’s the only reason that I have been happy enough to control my homicidal side, him and softball that is. It’s just, lately I’ve been so busy with school, softball ( Read more... )

For so long I've thought that there was something wrong with me, that maybe I'm slipping into, like, a manic depression mode or something. But I've finally figured it out, it took me so long to realize it, but I got it! With a little help from my muma, I love her ( Read more... )

Oh
My
Effing
Word.

That Ian MacLeod kid, is some fine.

Seriously...

Last night the softball team sponsored a dance. Seeing as that I’m on the B team I went to it, which I’m glad I did. I had so much fun, everything was so perfect. There was no rumors being spread, no nose wenching odors of puberty infest armpits, no stupid teenage drama, just the essence of perfection ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went over to Alex's house and we hung out, climbing trees, jumping on his trampoline. It was tons of fun! Then his mother took us to the high school and taught me how to play some tennis! I really wasn’t all that good, but I had a blast! Thank you Alex my lovely marine biologist buddy, I enjoyed throwing rocks into the Penobscot ( Read more... )

All boys under the age of 20 are stupid, self centered, immature, jackasses that are most defiantly not looking for a serious relationship. Yeah sure, they may act like they love you, but nobody at that age knows what love is, not even myself. They may say they love you, and maybe they think they love you.... and they very well could love you, ( Read more... )

As you may have not noticed, but you will after I tell you, I have deleted the pointless, uneducatedly written, not something I need in my live journal to waste space, entries I had written in the past. I will be writing more in my live journal and redoing some of the other entries so they are sure to make the point across and make more sense, and ( Read more... )

I'm here in art class writing in my live journal because I have nothing to do. I left my colauge at home so I have nothing to work on, Justin P. is being a homosexual, he's so fucking rude to the art sub, and the art sub is sooo sweet. He never sends justin in the hall or gives him demerits even though he totally deserves it. The dick hole next to ( Read more... )