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Today i realized how close i am with my writing. If i dont write i start feeling depressed and sad but when i do write everything seems better and i feel strangely staisfied lol. Last night we said were going to postpone the wedding but thats not what i want to do. now that i think about it i really want to. i want to be her husband i got a ( Read more... )

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Disown my parents.

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Wheee! I have haxxord mike's lj! BEWAREEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Today was one of those days when you feel like you almost lost everything. I saw today how strong my love with tonya is. she stayed with me through what happened i love that girl a lot i really do.

Feeling teriable today had a bad day. might lose my job which sucks. looking forward till tonight need to talk my gf it will help soothe my pain by hearing her voice she helps me a lot.

Everyone has a reason why they worry about something or someone. One thing i worry a lot about is losing my fiance tonya. If i lost her i would lose the will to survied. She is one of the reasons i keep going. Usally all the money i get goes to games thats because games keep me who i am keep me from losing it. Even i lost her i would never ( Read more... )

I feel really sick now can barley breath and cant spell. my hands keep burning today. really sad i couldnt talk to my baby today waited to long to call her damn game lol. staed playing half life and forgot what reality was lol. game scared the shit out of me its fun but hard. joke around today at eb games with the mananger that was funny. my ( Read more... )

Fate has away of making us strongers i say the more pain you take if you are able to climb out of hell you passed. I have suffered so much pain yet i havent lose my mind. Its a test for me as i say i am being trained for my fate. Everything i say sounds like an rpg but thats the life i live. If i didnt have tonya i couldnt live. when i fall it ( Read more... )

This song fits me a lot i heard this song the first time the day my heart fell for tonya. This is unwell by matchbox 20 ( Read more... )

Its kinda late now i am tired yet i dont want to sleep. Am hoping my baby will call me soon really want to hear her voice and talk to her. Last night i was really depressed i almost 17 going to be 17 in ike 2 days on monday i will be. I dont care that much about my birthday. Time goes by so fast now. Its been 5 months that i been with my Tonya ( Read more... )