Have you ever been so repulsed by your own physical appearance that you couldn't even summon enough willpower to masturbate?

1: Write a fantasy/sci-fi novel that is good enough to be published.I want to be a writer. I have wanted to be a writer ever since I was 9. Ever since I started reading Animorphs by K.A.Applegate. Although, ironically, the writer that originally made me want to be a writer is now one of my least favorite writers ever because of her strange tendency ( Read more... )

First thing, my mom finally closed on her house yesterday. She's a home-owner and she's so excited. I'm excited, too. I get to actually live in a house, again. And this time it will be with clean tile floors and no clutter everywhere. There's a fenced-in backyard for the dogs to run in and a two car garage, which, unfortunately may never be used ( Read more... )

Yes, I still exist. I live. I take breath. I am not yet expired ( Read more... )

So the Army didn't work out. Not right now. I'm not a fighter. I refuse to be violent. I could deal with Basic Training, if that was the extent of the violence I would be directly involved with. If it could be GUARANTEED that I would stay away from any open or guerrilla battlefields and keep the job that I went in for during my entire service ( Read more... )

Forgive me. It's been quite a while. I haven't been away from the computer or the internet, I've just been immensely lazy. I haven't blogged anywhere in a while. I'm a horrible online personality, aren't I? You guys have no clue what's going on in my life right now, do you ( Read more... )

Tuesday. This is going to be a long, long, LONG week. It feels like it should already be Friday. *sighs ( Read more... )

I am proud to announce the birth of my God-Daughter, Mara!! She was born today and I really wish I could have been home to be there. I'm so glad that my best friend is okay and that her daughter is finally out in the world. I can't wait to come home next weekend and see them both!

I'm just not good at posting regularly. On anything. Ug ( Read more... )

I've got to stop making a habit of not posting. Or rather, I should start a habit of posting often. Whichever makes more sense. Can you have a habit of not doing something or is it restricted to doing something? Is breathing a habit? I do it quite a lot. *shakes head* ANYWAY ( Read more... )