Well i havent really made a happy entry in this thing for a while. A long while to i think. I got my license. Thats good.But my damn parents dont let me drive by myself. Wow great freedom. Yea umm im not goin to formal this year. I dont want to. Its not all that great. So yea fuck that. Umm im doin wrestling. Its fun. Get some agression out without ( Read more... )

FUnny how miesry follows the holidays. SO much hate and disgust. Your head throbbing with all the things wrong. So many you wonder if the good was ever enough. Worrying about the future. Cant even look for the memories for relief cause they were crap too. Boxed into the present were the dogs of reality tear you apart. Why does it suk so bad? What ( Read more... )

I am so quick to change my identity. Maybe cause the other one was a lie. But i thought thats who i was. I guess it was a good diguise. It even fooled me. But now i suppose im a prep. The people i hated so much. The stuck up losers. But now i am a loser. .............Another thing that came to mind is that...am i doin this to get someone i cant ( Read more... )

Life suks again. Everything suks. I am gunna be alone forever. I am the third wheel with my friends. My other friends only think with their penis's. The gurl i like doesnt like me back(big surprise). The only time im happy is when im asleep. MY job is crap.I am home like 3 hours of the day not countin when i am sleeping. I get yelled at about ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty awsome day. I went to the x country meet in SF. That was fun. I got first for the school. But yea hella people were ahead of me. Ohhh well my goal was to beat Tyler. So wooohooooo.We played football after our race. Then me anthony victor and david played smear the queer. That was fun. Anthony threw the ball to david hella fast ( Read more... )

Fuck man i feel a repeat of last year comin back. Long cold winters never end. Just leave he hurt in its wake hoping to thaw soon. Damn David told me that Angela liked him. He said he doesnt like her but i dont know. Fuck that blows.David said that he told her that i liked her. I thought it would be akward now, but everything is the same. Thats ( Read more... )

Well last weekend was pretty cool. On saturday i went to livermore for x country. I rode with krystal which is always awsome. David was there too. We went to the school but everyone else already left. So we had to catch up to them on the freeway. That was fun. The was pretty cool. It was a nice place. at the top of the hill was real cool. Then ( Read more... )

Damn yea for sure i know that Angela dont want me. She wants lonny. Damn. At lunch yea it suked. She was all over him. So i was like duh ofcourse she likes him. She practically says it on her myspace. I guess Blondes stick together. Ohh well add another cut to my already scared heart. Haha such a drama queen(or king ......whatever ( Read more... )

First day of school was pretty cool. One thing that suked was that Cait wasnt there. She was "sick" haha jk. Im glad that hella my friends got 5th. I think Malaia and arica have changed lunches. That suks if they did. I like the classes i got. In every class i know like 5 people atleast. Its cool. I like my english class. Haha its not like there is ( Read more... )

I am not very constant in updating this. I dont really even update my blog on myspace. I just like write crappy wannabe songs in that blog. There is notin really to talk about. Ohh well no one really reads this anyway this is more like and archive for memories now. So lallalalaalalalalalalalalalala.Blah blah blah blah. ( Read more... )