I ain't neve had a problem with California ( Read more... )

my mom made me think about killing myself, again, I can't believe the shit from home is following me here! all I want is something familiar, good, positive, helpful, soothing, I need relief from this and there's no one around to actually listen to me and only me and not simply pretending while they do something else, where the hell did my happiness

sitting here wondering how it is that people can tell me all the time that I'm sweet and caring and kind, and how they love knowing me, and then have no one that loves me, why do I always have to be the lonely odd wheel? why can't I be loved too...

I really can't believe this lonliness. Is it supposed to be like this? I'm surrounded by people, most friendly, and yet in a group I feel alone. Is this my fault or is something else at work? Who can I trust now? What will I become if this continues....?

why is it that the giant family I used to have all had to turn into egotistical, pigheaded, I'm-never-wrong-it's-always-someone-else's-fault jerks? I miss the good times I used to know...

who wants to do something???? who missed me? :-p

The world is definitely Flatt's ^_^

"The Broken Road" is going to be my wedding song if I ever get married O:-)

The concert rocked, Rascal Flatts is awesome :-) Though it was freezing, I still loved it.

Well, my first day went as good as it could I guess. My first class wasn't till 9:30 and it's Intro to Theatre, hell yea. Then an hour in the dorm, History, another dorm hour, Philosophy, then dinner. Spent close to an hour chatting with my suite neighbors, 2 of them are really kewl. Tomorrow I only have 2 classes and Wednsday my History and ( Read more... )

I'm in college..........I'm in college........I'M IN COLLEGE!!!!!

......my tummy is kinda fluttery, but I think it's supposed to be......

did I mention I'M IN COLLEGE?!?!?!?!?!

Well I'm moving this morning and I'm not sure when I'll be hooked up and online or able to update this thing, so leave me lots of messages for when I do ^_^