All I have left to say is you're all horrible. None of you have been decent friends save 3. Tonight I actually cried because when I thought about it, in the whole of our knowing each other, you were never real friends to me. There were more times when I was there for you than you for me, and more times of you being willing to throw me away after an ( Read more... )

People just seem to be determined to ruin my last week home. Not only do I have to deal with extra preparations that no one else has and packing everything by myself because I'm always home alone, now I have people being jerks and being mean and making me feel like crap and making my days more stressful. It's actually gotten to the point where I've ( Read more... )

well Canada was fun. did the MarineLand and Clifton Hill thing, did the Falls thing, it was all good, kinda sore now though. I'm starting to really wish I was already gone. the people and the crap going on will never end, I know that now, there will always be immature drama and people acting selfish and losers going nowhere, I'm just glad to be ( Read more... )

great just fucking great, first; this guy who has been talking to me for the past 2 weeks and liking me finally comes to visit, and ends up liking my friend instead, the same friend everyone seems to like better, then I get home and discover that my mom can't find my birth certificate 2 days before we're supposed to go to Canada, forcing me to get ( Read more... )

Is it written in the stars
Are we paying for some crime
Is that all that we are good for
Just a stretch of mortal time
Is this God’s experiment
In which we have no say
In which we’re given paradise
But only for a day

I'm just staying away, out of the way, whatever, I'm just staying back and away from everyone and everything....

She is lonely ( Read more... )

I feel my heart doesn’t fit ( Read more... )

I feel like ripping all my hair out and jumping off a bridge. Everytime I try to have a good day, I come home to the same bullshit and end up crying myself to sleep. Yea, I have fun with friends, yea I'm happy for that period of time, but when it's all over and I have to get knocked down so small I can hardly breathe, I want to just shoot myself in ( Read more... )

well things have pretty well sucked lately. Harborfest was ok for the concert part and walking around with Patti, but otherwise sucked. I've been so sore and hurting inside. My heart is killing me lately and I wish I knew how to fix it. What am I talking about, yes I do, it just won't happen because I fucked up, oh well for me. In other news, I got ( Read more... )