Well drama is reducing...or im just shutting it our. Whatever the matter im alot happier now, i mean i dont worry about pleasing people im just here to hang. Well i probably wont be explaining so much shit here. so yea, today was good...good indeed. i was a little worried about Ray but its all gravy now.

Lovely day so smile like you mean itlaters

I dont think anyone reads this anymore but thats alright.....im gonna keep writing cause i think it helps me out! so fridays i was supposed to be at school, but instead i went to Joshs house. Saturday i was suppoesed to be at Meagans and instead i went to Joshs. It was cool Issac (cambodian) was there and Alex was there too. I was getting all these ( Read more... )

Hey, whats going on, whoever reads this shit....Well yep yep yep. Things are good but really confusing right now. So well Ty likes me!!! which is good. but i dont know if i like him :( so i guess it's not good. i mena its totally awesome and hes totally sweet i just dont think its the same for me as it is for him. So he asked me out (like i knew he ( Read more... )

Sorry i have'nt writen in a while. its not even that i've been really busy just don't feel like it. Life is really weird right now. I mean its not really bad but nor it is really good. I Really am ready for summer. Even though i know i probably wont do anything anyway i really want it to be here. I'm so sick of school. i think im failing 2 classes ( Read more... )

i like Max, i like Max alot. and i want him to like me back, but he doesnt...ill live. but i wish he did. Hes amazing, and sweet. And i kinda want to go out with him. Ok i do want to. maybe one day...maybe...gosh i feel dumb. he makes me feel better. he makes me fell happy!!! i dont know why i am posting this because i know he can read it and yea, ( Read more... )

Rachel stayed the night on Friday.It was really awesome because we didnt have to be entertained by the media or anything like that we were just entertain by the random thoughts that fluttered through our minds. I really enjoyed having her over and look forward to hanging out with her again!!!Saturday after Rachel went home...my dad came home i was ( Read more... )

so im at school and it sucks but i'll live.THis shit is eating me alive and i hate it i hate it with a passion, im sick of being singled out or what not. I hate to say it and i hope he doesnt take it the wrong way but im done with Eljay. I cant take him anymore i just cant handle him. Nor do i think he even cares!! Well today RAachel( ( Read more... )

grrrr, i dont know just felt like "grrr"ing so Rachel is over and she kicks ass!!! woohoo!!!!! i made some costers and a heart shaped box for my mommy today! whoa shit i just sounded excited about my mom!!!!!!!! someone kill me now please... or her. I saw tim after school and we hung out untill about 2:30. it was fun!!!! he kissed me on the check 3 ( Read more... )

i fell so weird and like wrong i guess some one tell me if im doing anything wrong...heres the deal...so uh yes i guess i like all theses guys but most of them arnt going to work out but i ave recently started to like Patrick...i feeel like im doing something wrong...i dont know why.

ok so i was told this could create drama so i took it off but its back i mean i respect what she said but i dont care anymore its how i feel so...w/e if anyone gets mad at what i say they are stupid because im not saying anything rude i dont want to offend anyone i just like my opinoin....love you all ( Read more... )