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[lonelycosmonaut]

i am not really sure what i do from here. i know i have to do the usual things i've said i needed to do for the past 6 years on here. this is so stupid. why wont i just already go ahead and do them. in other news the last way of contacting her, has been cut off. so now what do i do. i need to realize, i cant force her to talk or listen to me. i

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[kgb]

maybe you should take small steps, alex. like... take on something new each day. maybe today you should get that haircut you wanted to get. maybe tomorrow go apply for one or two jobs. for other people to make you important in their lives you have to first be important in your own life (i should write self help books).

[soundneverheard]

your brother is right alex. you're by far and away not the only one. and kim is right too. you can't just get up and change your life one day like they do in movies. you have to work yourself into it. it's like jogging. you can't start running out of nowhere 10 miles a day, you've got to start little, walk 1 mile or something. and sitting around self loathing and saying you can't do it, doesn't help the situation.

anywho, i need to follow their advice too. i've been sitting here for 11 months playing video games and sleeping.

[lonelycosmonaut]

thats not my brother :) i've been thinking about text messaging you recently and all.