how could we all be friends at one time, and now have so much hatred?

Ya know its pretty sad how at one point in time everybody wuz so close and now everybody says they "hate" these people, its almost as if nobody has a heart. hate is a very strong word. i wish everybody would just sit back and think about it, and let all the petty bullshit go. we ( Read more... )

I usually dont up date this thing, but i feel as i need to pay off some respect... A Dear friend of mine since childhood , committed suicide thursday, James Matthew Boyles ... You were alwayz a good friend, alwayz there us when we needed, alwayz with a big smile on your face, i jus dont understand why u couldnt reach out and get help, i know its ( Read more... )

I HATE LIVEJOURNAL SO FUCKING MUCH! UGH! fuckin anonymous ppl suck ass!, erg.. there so stupid and dont even know whats goin and alwayz wanna get all up in yer bizz... anywayz... i jus wanted to say I HATE LIVEJOURNAL!
Love the rest of yall tho!!!
~*~Tish~*~

Hey Everybody!, whats been up? ... jus been hanging out alot, ummmm not too much to say, pretty much sayin i havent forgot about yew livejournal ppl!, UGH, its been a long weekend, but a good one!... Friday we went to Numbers, it was okay, hung out for a while, saturday... was a lazy day!, i love those dayz.. jus me and my baby and sum friends ( Read more... )

Well... I guess things are getting better, i jus dont know how one day is going to differ from the next, one day could be perfect, the next...a living nightmare, i think the only thing that actually keeps me going is to know everything is going to be okay in the end. Because it alwayz is i jus have to find my technique to be Headstrong and make it ( Read more... )

BLAH BLAH BLAH... quite frankly i dont give a fuck what most of you say.. dont comment i dont care what you think of me and david ... i dont care if you think im fucking zach... i dont care if you thinki m still doing drugs.. i couldnt give a god damn what yall think.. yall are nobodyz.. everybody that needs to know that.... know that for the rest ( Read more... )

I Feel lost... Like i know your there, and you'll alwayz be there.. but i just cant feel it.. i've never felt this certain way before... its so strange... its like you love me and god i love you with all i have to love... and things are going to back to normal, but then i think.. will everything ever be like it use to? Hopefully i loved that, i ( Read more... )

Once again i find myself sitting at my house or what i call a "home" and cant help but be paranoid.. and the paranoia is lead to depression and vise-versa... everything could be perfect and i jus get paranoid and depressed i hate this, i hate the medication... i hate everything about this, i hate standing on my head thinking and wondering about ( Read more... )

Well... its over now, i really wish it werent, quite frankly i thought you were acting pretty childish.. i think its kinda unfair to tell your girlfriend they cant talk to a friend, yah me and zach have been through alot... but im not going to go back to him, i was too hurt in that relationship, i WONT go back to it. and i tryed so hard for almost ( Read more... )

I Cant live without you, why cant you see this, i never meant to hurt you, i never wanted that.. but you've got to realize you've hurt me as well, i want the best for us, if you think your better off without me, so be it, i want the best for you and i wish i could be in your life because i love you so much,and i cant imagine me loosing you again, i ( Read more... )