hey buddy broke up with me yesterday saying he loves someone else and that he thinks i should just b with matt. haha i wish it was that easysince im in love with matt and he doesnt want a relationship right now... i wont see matt till next wed.. since hes quiting from work thank god and now hes going to b closer and that this friday he is getting ( Read more... )

hey me and matt broke up again and i havnt been with him for awhile and i have great news im dating BUDDY DUGGAN again lol.. hes so hot.and im so going to make this work out ... this is the best... yay ..

so me and matt are for once back together.. and the weird thing is is that we have these weird feeling when we kiss its awsome.. we didnrt really have them well maybe we did just we never really felt them to notice they were there... i got a kitten for an early christmas present...its so awsome.. i love christmas..

sunday around 2pm matt comes over and tells me we need to break up.. his reason is because we fight to much... so then today he tells me he doesnt want a girlfriend.. then later on tonight he tells me after i bug him that its all him and not me....he tells me that when he's out somewhere he feels inside that im worrying that hes with someone else ( Read more... )

hey sup havnt updated in a really long ass tyme.. nikkay slept ova fryday nyght and me, her n matt went to the mall and i bought a madd crazy phone face plate that lyghts up.. its hella hott.. kasey fynally is going out wit freddy i dont think i could of wayted any longer for them to go out.. tom and fred r moving but there gonna stay at the ( Read more... )

i got my schedule for school today and i got my score from my writing sample and i got an 8. my classes are.

block1-comp am. studies w/sachs/bartlett (year class)
block2-basick skills w/ murray-m (year class)
block3- early childhood ed 1. w/murray/leone-v (year class)
block4-resource math w/fox resource science w/marcin..

wow im updating thats weird.. anyway summer is going ok better last year when i had a pool and shit . i figured im gonna go along with my dream and that is dancing/choreographing. i kno weird but i kno i can do it. all school year im gonna practice making up my own dances then when i get a couple whole dances done ill show someone and if they ( Read more... )

you were mine once
now your gone
you just walked out of my life
like it was nothing

i cried and i begged
for you to take me back
you said the hell with you
i dont want you back

i cried more and more
i slit my own wrists
as i lay down in my bed
the lights start to fade
fade to black
i am all done and
i'm never coming back

i said i loved you
you just paused
you turned away and said but i dont
i yet froze
holding back tears and started to shake
try to speak but nothing comes out
he walks away
thoughts running through my head
i should of said nothing
now i made you run the wrong way
the wrong way now
the wrong way forever
now i know we'll never be together.

what a teen life this has come to be. everyone turns into drama.. and ur boyfriends father is very sick.. i hate how i have a wall in front of my heart saying that i never want to be hurt ever again in my life and thats why i wont let matt into it all the way.. when he says i love you i dont believe.. im scared of comitment.. and yes i finally ( Read more... )