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i feel like i'm getting pushed out of the way and its not by who you might think. just one of those feelings. cause i mean lately you might say it to be a certain someone. how ever that someone isnt who is actually sticking out in my mind. -
its been a while
shits a little wierd now. alot of things have been changing. not sure whats good any more. not sure what to think sometimes. the only two concrete things are my job and my truck. if i were to loose one or both then i would loose it ( Read more... ) -
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when do butterflies die?
As they flutter their wings ever so gently making your heart beat faster. they fly around in a crowded room due to excitement. once you wake them they may never go to sleep. You have to remember to take care of them well. they are free spirits but very delicate. Its ok to admire them but only from a far or with the gentlest touch of angel soft ( Read more... ) -
this has to be the last time
please. if me and amanda break up again dont let me try to make up. i dont think i will cause i really think that if we break up again it will be me with her. however we are not officially back together to my knowledge. so i have no clue. i dont even know why i tried to get back together. this sucks.
i expected something at least a bit better.
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its been a while
theres a saying that goes something like if you love something let it go and if it comes back to you then it was ment to be. well i think i should try that out in a way. i think i'm doing most/all of the sacrifices here. idk. maybe i just dont see what she does for me. then again no one has seen her so therefore no one would know ( Read more... ) -
interesting thoughts
-ever get the feeling that your being used.
-getting tested.
-ever get the feeling that things arent ment to be.
I confused lust for love.
i now believe that she is only a crush.
-nothing wrong with that of course.
i however now believe that she might not be right for me.
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i have no clue
my girl is always busy and i dont ever get a chance to see her.
I feel as though some of my best friends are slowly slipping away.
i've apparently become the asshole.
HCC i dont think is gonna take the physics and the chemistries(fuck spelling)
My father is fuckin blaming me for the fact that he doesnt tell me when he needs the car
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direct from Jay Abbott
"it was a decent night. would have been better if certain people werent stuck hanging out with a certain shithead asshole so they could have come to my house for the fire as planned, but hey, not everybody is as good at getting rid of morons as i am ( Read more... ) -
WOW...
.....and her name is Amanda