I'm tired of southern MD. The women here suck and I don't even get paid 30 grand. I hope this coming year is better both with money and personal life. I need to get back into standup comedy to maybe start getting paid with it. That would be a nice weekend job. I need to loose weight as well. Why does life suck. I need some motivation again

its obviously been way too long since ive written in this journal.  Me and Tammy are still together after a few minor break ups.  a mean a part of me isnt sure if this thing will last. but either way it feels good as of right now.

I hope everything works out for you Kristin (sorry you couldnt keep the cat)

Dave do good in school please.

Chris and ( Read more... )

Tammy good for Jay.

(thats all he wrote)

"Time is not an object but a continuous being"said by me.

time breathes, it reacts, it interacts, and it coexists.

but time is above us all because time will live on.

so the next time you say "I have plenty of time".  that is false.  it is time that has not plenty of but all of you.

just for the record the previous entry isnt about jay abbot at all.  just to clerify incase if anyone was quick to judge

stuff is wierd ( Read more... )

ever feel like you have enough personality to schitsophenic(not sure on spelling)?  its wierd being happy and annoyed at the same time.  I AM happy for her.  she did find someone new who makes her happy.  thats what i wanted for her.  but i'm annoyed at him for a reason that i dont exactly know.  i think jealousy might be to blame.  the child in ( Read more... )

ever think that you might be drifting out of existance?  theres too much shit going on right now adn people need to take a step back and realize what there doing(including myself).  maybe i'm wrong but if you yourself deside to take that step back and find nothing different then there you go.  i wasted a whole 30 seconds of your life, my appologies ( Read more... )

AS I.....

As the world passes me by she was there the whole time.
As I clammed up she would just smile.
As I stayed silent she went on.
As I stood still she would live on.
As I watched she would get hurt.
As I helped she would be cumforted.
As I flurt she would laugh.
As I smile she would connect.
but as I stand by she will never be mine.

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Comment on this entry and I will give you a letter. Write ten words beginning with that letter in your journal, including an explanation what the word means to you and why, and then pass out letters to those who want to play along ( Read more... )