I wrote something this morning but I think I will just keep it in my private book. Lately I have been starting arguments with my bf for no reason. This always happens when someone tries to get to close to me. Oh well..we will see what happens.

Today is a day to stop and smell the roses. Hug a tree. Something. Anything. In order to appreciate our life. What we have and what we have lost. To daydream just a little and live in the present.

You know what? I admit it. I am clinically insane. I am sure if you conducted a test you would come to the conclusion that I am crazy. =) I do weird things? And still there are those in my life that like being around me and having me as their partner or friend. Those people that truly know me and know "how" I am. Those people that still ( Read more... )

I LOVE MY KIDS!! THEY ARE JUST THE GREATEST CHILDERN EVER. Zoe and Shadow I love you =)

Ok, I don't know about my defense mechanisms but man they kick it fast and hard. The one thing that urkes me is when people don't pay attention to their finances. I am the kind of person that makes sure everything is paid on the due date. I track everything down and have every penny accounted. It doesn't help hat I am in the financial field and ( Read more... )

I am going to post my blogs at Live Journal previous blogs can be found at my old myspace website. http://www.myspace.com/weezer8

There is a lot to say, but I won’t say it all right now. I will say this. I hate shady gay men. I am not going to lie. When I got out of my relationship over a year ago I started sleeping around. I don't regret it. I was in a relationship for 3.5 yrs and prior to that relationship I was in another relationship for 1.5 yrs. Not only that but I got ( Read more... )

i am so emotionally imbalanced right now...i just feel like running. I hate being on a rollercoasted of emotions..i do. I hate that I have a difficult time letting people in..and when i need someone to talk to I pay for it.

Last night was v-ball night. We played some really tough games. Actually it was tough because we kept on beating ourselves. We won both games and are still undefeated but I need to relax. I wasn't focused on the first game, I became frustrated and it showed. Luckily I have great teammates who calmed me down and by the the second match I was on ( Read more... )

This was a pretty good weekend for me. On Friday Jimmie and I took our dogs to the lake. It was so peaceful. I wonder why I don't do it more often. We had fun, I really wanted to let Zoe and Shadow have some fun out there, and they did. When I got home Merce and I went to the Movies and watched Harry Potter. It was fun but we were so tired ( Read more... )