I went to a memorial the other day.

[lonerangers]

It sucked.. seeing all these people that I never wanted to see again and never thought I would see again.. All these people getting their lives straighten out and I'm still pretending to be 18.. damn..

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[stardustangel06]

That gets me down too, but it can also push you to work harder to get to where you wanna be faster.

[lonerangers]

True... right i'm using it as a tool to remind me where I don't wanna be at. So far it's working.. I'm trying to get away from raving and that atmosphere. I <3 the music but alot of bad things go on there..

[misstsukino]

At least you're being reasonable..I like to pretend I'm 16.

On a serious note, since I've been taking classes again I'm tempted to tell people I'm only 21. I can pass for 21, so why not? It's kinda of embarassing and strange to be cool with 18-21 year olds and be a couple years older than them. I'm not old enough to be consider "old", but it's weird to be my age and still attending community college I guess.

[lonerangers]

Don't worry.. Since I have started raving again.. I can say that alot of my friends are even younger then that.. >_<

And hey, at least yer back in school.. I keep saying that I need to do that.. I'm jsut still finding my nitch for what to study..