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moved in..
I moved in w/ Hayley. I know it's been a couple months since it happened but I figure that i finally give an update on this. I have to admit that it is a lil bit scary. Even 2 months later, i'm still a lil bit frighten by the fact that I'm living w/ her ( Read more... ) -
I've been living with the gf for a couple months ago
It's crazy. I didn't think I would ever do something like this. It's been hard adjusting to it but I think it's for the best. I mean, I"ve tried to get one of my other ex's to move in with me but she didn't want to ( Read more... ) -
I watched a video today..
That depressed the shit outta me.. It was suppose to be a joke (something from College Humor) but it described me 100%. I am mediocre.. I've never excelled at any one talent or ability. I'm like the character in a game that overall is semi-useful because he touches bases in all the abilities you might need in your journey but won't put in your ( Read more... ) -
I want drugs..
I was looking at old pictures from back in my raving days and It dawned on me. Those were my happiest days. I was living the rock star lifestyle. Sex, drugs and pounding technomusic. yes, I know that's a bad thing. I know that I wasted alot of time and I could've been doing better things with my life around then but... I was happy. I didn't have a ( Read more... ) -
I don't think my relationship is gonna last
I like Hayley, don't get me wrong but there are too many issues. 1. She's so scared of change/facing things that she refuses to move forward.
She's got a felony on her record because of something our friend, shooter, did. He left Ridaline(sp) in her car and got pulled over. Having prescription drugs without a prescription is a felony>_< Well I've ( Read more... ) -
5 weeks without a cigarette..
I'm working on quitting and I'm going a lil crazy right now..
I'm stressed about school, work, my relationships, the fact that honestly.. I wanna just be left alone and be a hermit but I already know the gf won't let me... So i'm honestly considering dropping her. I just wanna be alone. -
I know that..
I'm depressed....I can't even beginning to put on paper what is running thru my head but I'll try ( Read more... ) -
Update..
So on X-mas day/26th.. I got into a major car accident.. I hydroplaned and hit the wall.. Once I hit the wall, I ended up rolling my car at least 2-3 times. I can't remember.. it is all kind of a blur to me right now but I survived with just minor bruises and cuts ( Read more... )