I'm a fucking fool. I made a huge mistake with my love life and I can't take it back..

but I JUST NEED TO FUCKING SCREAM! FUCCCCKKKKKK

I think I'm going to just give in. I've been fighting my mood swings/depression for the last few years and now I'm worried that it will affect my last couple semesters at school. I've come to far to let my depression be the final obstacle ( Read more... )

I'm posting this here because I know this might be the only safe "venue" from other people's eyes ( Read more... )

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/30AuyC/www.recave.com/2010/07/weird-and-twisted

D&D tonight.. this is fun

So i watched Amidstad in class today.. and I went to work and I made the worse best comment ever ( Read more... )

Srsly.. I'm gonna quit magic the Gathering.. I srsly got all my deck handed back to me.. It was pretty sad.

Ive lost alot of times but this just made me rly tense up about losing.. Even my gf has better 60 card decs ;_; and she just started like 6 months ago... *sigh* I know it's a game but still I thought I wasn't that bad at it..

last weekend was amazing. It was Anime Expo and Warped Tour. God, I gotta admit, my whole body hurts but I had tons of fun doing it. I didn't buy that many things but I had tons of fun hanging out w/ my friends ( Read more... )

Halo Reach.. I won't lie.. It made me cry.. Blame on the booze in my system or just the fact that I really admire the games. Ive read all the books and played all the games (except for Halo Wars b/c RTS on a controller just sucks nuts)..

*sigh* I need to stop living in this make believe world.. There are no super heroes..