Last night was pretty awesome.. Celebrated my b-day w/ some of my close friends. I had a rly great dinner at KBBQ.. From there, we went to Huggy's and kick it.. The night was a blur of trying to dj, drinking, talks and watching... porn ( Read more... )

Anyone read about the fire bombing of Dresden during WWII.. I think they came out better then me..

July is gonna rock.. Got my warp tour tickets and my anime expo tickets.. And that' just for the 1st wkend of July

Drinking wont solve my problems... but fuck it.. I like it.

My dad asked me today if I was doing drugs b/c Ive been soo moody lately n irrational.. I wanted to tell him "I'm moody and irrational b/c I'm not doing drugs anymore"... but instead I was honest and told him that I used to do "illegal activities" but I don't do em anymore..

I wanna put a bullet thru my head.. Idk why but w/ most aspects of my life, I'm just unhappy. The only time I really feel happy is when I'm w/ Liz. I know that I shouldn't rely on others to make myself happy but i feel like such an utter failure outside of the time that I spend w/ her.. I'm 26, living at home, barely going back to school, Barely ( Read more... )

Idk why yesterday at work.. I was uber happy one moment.. then the next. I wanted to do nothing more then just hide under my blankets in hope that the outside world would end in someway or another.. ;_;

I gotta say..I'm very proud of myself. I feel like Ive regained something that i lost a long time ago ( Read more... )

So... It's midterms tomorrow.. Thankfully i only have psych mid but honestly I'm not ready.. I just don't feel that the Prof really teaches us enough.. I was looking over the syllabus and realized that we're suppose to be on Chapt 9 right now.. we barely just started 6 ( Read more... )

I was hanging out with Eric and Kenny.. and we got to talking.. I rly hold on too much