flung open the door and it became my exit ( Read more... )

so i find out that my car is a death trap and has been for the last two years ( Read more... )

There is no other task but to know your own original face. This is called independence; the spirit is clear and free. If you say there is some particular doctrine or patriarchy, you’ll be totally cheated. Just look into your heart; there is a transcendental clarity. Just have no greed and no dependency and you will immediately attain certainty ( Read more... )

Gemini
(May 21-June 21)
When something gets old, give it a rest. Think only good thoughts about what's to come. Your attitude may seem forced or cheesy, but you mean every positive word you say. It's time to start off on the right foot.

typing and deleting
and so on and so forth
incubus on repeat
uncorked the bottle
glass number 3
distracting myself
growing tired
drunken dialing- please God no!
it wasnt like this in the beginning
i think it has finally sunken in and i
absolutely hate the consequences and repercussion

pushing 7 mon.

NOT EVEN WITH A TALL GLASS OF WATER COULD I SWALLOW YOU. . .searching the void within me to toss the endless scribbles of black onto the paper in front of me is both challenging and soothing. all the active thought polluting my every function has begun to take its toll. each glance, word, breath, touch, joke, cry for attention, in every encounter ( Read more... )

slight humor always seems to find a way when you appear from that mysterious place you seem to be hiding in for some time; that goes unnoticed from my own eyes . . .until they find yours again.
its that mystery that i get so intrigued by; ive been tripped again and your shoe is the only one i see . . . damn it. . .

crossing my fingers
in hopes of self discovery
on board massive ocean liner

3-4 months
cant wait

so many things i wanted to do
but never took the initiative to do so.
i suppose thats why we've arrived here,
one last chance to end on a good note,
its all i ask . . .

will i ever end up where id like to be, twisted around my own spindle, apparently trying to disguise itself as my brain. twirling; getting lost in each new notion that seems to knock me on my ass without remorse. i sit here bruised and beated, yet the only object that has flown through the air is my own conscience. a girl's mind can be her greatest ( Read more... )