So i got my prom dress last night. And then I puked all night and into the morning. I called out of work because I developed a 100.2 temperature. Fabulous. Mom said it's some sort of a stomach virus. Wonderful. Im watching the First Wives Club while eating cheeriosand sucking down water. I look like a superstar.

I'm tired. Really tired. Tonight was my first night at Joann's. It was..interesting. I worked thr cutting table ;-) i worked it all night long. I'm sorry, I had to. I felt icky when I went to school today, and all day for that matter. Now I'm home..doing laundry and probably going to shower after this...so much fun. I'm so worn out, lol. I wish ( Read more... )

So here I am, I'm trying. So here I am, are you ready ( Read more... )

I got a job at Joann's Fabrics. Fuck yeah dude.

i'm in connecticut and we're coming home tomorrow. yay!! i cut it off with mike. i just couldnt take talking to him anymore. i need to get over him, out of sight, out of mind. we probably weren't meant to be together anyways. I'm still upset over it, obviously but still. I feel like i'm walking around hong kong with no map and no knowledge of ( Read more... )

      I thought getting accepted to 4/6 of the colleges that i applied to would boost my self esteem. What the hell was I thinking? Sometimes I wish that I could see a shrink to help through all this. They could diagnose me and help me fix myself. but no. There are people far more worse off than I am. I wish somebody would save me. Save me from ( Read more... )

I got into Emmanuel College!!!

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I think I'm getting worse. I breaking again. Falling faster. I'm as irritable and unpleasant as a venus fly trap these days. I've been snapping left and right. My appetite has sky rocketed; I'm now eating everything in sight basically. This is ridiculous! I hate this. I hate me. I thought I was getting better, there was a time, just after the new ( Read more... )

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