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And i hope he chokes on A-rod's cock.

It's 12:05 am and I don't want to go to sleep tonight. I don't know why, but I just don't. I don't feel like it, that's all. No Lianna, you know the reason why. There is a reason. It's not that you don't feel like it, it's that I can't. I dont feel like pouring my heart out into this, so I'm not going to. I won't sleep tonight and I'll go through ( Read more... )

I'm such a hardass on myself. Honestly, i cant think of anyone thats more hard on me than myself, which can be a good thing in some instances. in this one however, it isnt. i feel insufficient, like i'm not good enough for anyone anymore. i can never please anyone, and i cant do anything right. i feel abandoned, like a puppy that somebody loved oh ( Read more... )

I'm still bleeding. For some reason, my blood forgot to clot so I'm still bleeding. The cut is still pretty raw but there isn't an infection, which is good. I keep it all bandaged up and stuff just because I dont want people to see how icky and bloody it is. Hopefully I'll stop bleeding, I'm beginning to feel slightly light headed, but that could ( Read more... )

_Birth_ ( Read more... )

I went to my aunt's house in Connecticut for the feast, which really wasn't a feast. Sure, I ate enough to fill my stomach, but not enough to make me curse out my stomach for being so small. Ken (my uncle's husband), couldn't come because he came down with a wicked bad cold, but his spirit was ever present. Lol. Uncle said Ken was giving me a ( Read more... )

1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? my face. dur ( Read more... )

Today's the big day. Five weeks of blood, sweat, and tears comes down to this one game. Five weeks of Fellowes everyday for two hours, screaming and drilling and correcting and instructing. Five weeks of bruises and exhaustion. Five weeks of getting to know a great group of girls. Five weeks of hardcore powderpuff football. All of the hard work ( Read more... )

Things I Should be Doing:

• cleaning my room
• brushing the dog
• doing the dishes
• vaccuuming
• doing the laundry