Little bro, it's been exactly 3 years in a few minutes..

Happy best birthday ever, Scottness. Thank you for letting me share it with you.

Happy Birthday, little Bro. Love you.

It's been a year, Love. I still can't believe you're gone. But you are. I hope the angels are enjoying you as much as I did. Thank you.

Four years tomorrow. Wow..

You didn't lie. You said it would get easier, and it has, but it still catches me off guard on cool evenings.

The past two days have been some of the best I've had in a long time. And that's sad considering what I've been doing.

I need more attention. I'm not going to lie. If I say something, and I get it, I just don't want it anymore. It's like it's too late if I have to say something. Like it's not genuine.

Goodnight.

RIP.

You & You.

My Love, I’m sitting here on the floor of my cold bedroom. I just lit Your candles and put on Your song. I do not know what is so mesmerizing about candles. The flames always point towards the heavens. Like they’re reaching for home. I really don’t have words for right now other than I wish you were here. I wish I could run to you feel you and hug ( Read more... )

What is “ataraxia”?

It is a word that Microsoft Word doesn’t even recognize. Something I would love to achieve in the very near future. It is literally, peace of mind. It is being free from worry.

So having moved into the master bedroom, I wanted to be able to have my dogs with me in the house finally, so I bought a baby gate. ( Read more... )

Random Question:

“You can have one of the following two things: trust/love.”

That’s a tough one. I think trust, because in trust, you know that you are loved. But then again, in real, honest to God love, you cannot be without trust.

The past few months, as I have been increasing the doses quite rapidly of the medications I ( Read more... )