My younger cat died yesterday. He had digestive and kidney problems all his life, and so had his siblings. The last time I took him to the vet he has crystal buildup in his urethra, and the vet said that it was only a matter of time before it caused kidney failure. I buried him in Crystal's backyard ( Read more... )

I think I may have a new girlfriend. If not at this moment, then very soon. I'll not say who yet. She's been in the periphery of my life for many years now, unspoken for nine years...why didn't anyone tell me, I asked of myself. It hit me last night...the timing wasn't there, I wasn't ready. Am I now? I don't know. But I'm willing to try...I ( Read more... )

been catching up on all my movies i d/led but hadn't watched. on the curious case of benjamin button right now...got a bit tweaked at one point, where BB said "i was thinking how nothing lasts and what a shame that is"...i agree ( Read more... )

trying to get more situated in my new (but old) surroundings. Unpacking a few boxes, shelving others, need to reorganize a bit I suppose. need to get it all reorganized by monday or so. need to right a list of things to do next week too...things to do this weekend ( Read more... )

my gas tank actually filled up this time, the last couple of times it would only fill to 3/4. have no idea why. the squeaking continues, I suppose I need to get that looked at before my steering fails...that happened once before, and it was an experience id not soon repeat ( Read more... )

I don't know if I will leave this public, or change it to private soon. I've often erred in the past reguarding this issue, to the point I don't even post personal thoughts or feelings on the net anymore very often. when I used to, there always seemed to be some realworld backlash eventually. sometimes i wish the net would stay separated from ( Read more... )

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Yesterday I registered to vote for the first time since the I moved back to Oklahoma. Normally, I don't think my single vote does any good, and I'm still out on that idea. But after reading about Iowa, I'm glad I did ( Read more... )

so today I got a visit at my front door handing me court papers about Rachael's adoption. It should be all over on November 26th. According to their paperwork (which is the worst photocopying I've ever seen, almost unreadable at times) I can just forget about the whole thing now ( Read more... )

the only angels that walk the earth
are those who have been stripped of their wings
and cast from the heavens
for sinning in the face of God