I am going back to blogger..... http://lonesomhel.blogspot.com/

Win some lose some..
My ability is shifting here n there

Haa.. I seem to be able to stop my illness with a limit but its better.. so I am understanding it better..

Anyway... School started.. even though for me.. it starts tmr.. ^_^..
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ok lose my mood to blog again
 

acutally I serious have no idea what I am doing here.. ^_^..
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why am I so affected?
 why do I cry?
 what is making me feel this pain..?
Why do I even feel pain?

As each time.. I calm that only I can hurt myself.. other then the higher powers..

So ..does this mean..I am inflicting damages to myself.. rather then.. it being external?
Locking it up one by one.. like my torn wings...
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I will do as you wish, I trust as it is.. the time you need.. the time you require.. I will leave you be for then... and await your return
Even though right now I am in a high urge to run to you.. and hold you thightly..
Like each word you said..
the obligation is ..my own rights.. but I cannot force help on you.. if you don't wish it..
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When I thought that it will move on..
each time I wake up... I look forward a new day...or not..

What is going on now.. and whats happening
These are things that breeze by me...

Even though I am placed here on this world
I thought I knew my role

Why my abilities...
A gift.. a Curse

Giving me the chances..
what would I change?

I know things
I feel things

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