to know that you are completely madly in love with someone. Erin I swear. You take my breath away and make my life worth living. I love you soooo much. Your my everything and all I could ever ask for. Just having everything we have just makes me so happy and ahh I can't even discribe it. I will write more later but I just wanted to tell you I love ( Read more... )

i think the title of this pretty much sums it up... i will never understand why her mission in life seems to be to make me suffer... shes so damn selfish n manipulative n heartless... i hope she realizes what shes doing to me... i hope she knows that its all her fault... whatever i dont even care anymore im not gonna worry about it cuz shes not ( Read more... )

It's amazing ( Read more... )

so as of right now i think everything is ok... hopefully all drama has ended n everythings good with everyone... only thing thats really a pain in the ass right now is the fact that im sick AS USUAL (this time i really am sick too no faking) n im up in tahoe in the middle of a fucking snow storm... aight well tomorrow is the last day of 2004 so ill ( Read more... )

kmk show was fucking awesome!!!!! thanks for taking me hun... definitely had a blast! <3 u always

wow crying yet again... ahh i have cried more in the past few days then i have probably in the past couple months... this is crazy i don't cry normally but i am just so stressed out you dont even know... i don't know what to do at all... tomorrow i have to go back to my moms house which is always a stressful experience... n then ians working his ( Read more... )

i really don't get it... how can 2 people who were in love for over 14 years now hate eachother so much?? i dont understand why they hav 2 be so fuking childish... they think theyre hurting eachother but really me n my brother r the ones dealing with all this shit... as much as i know its not my fault i still cant help blaming myself for all of ( Read more... )

ewww i feel so gross im tired n physically nautious... no way am i goin 2 school tomorrow... i just gotta stay home n rest so that i can be better for vacation! i wont share with u all of the lovely details of my nasty sicky feeling but yes bottom line no school for me tomorrow... ok well im gonna try n get some sleep... good night everyone

omg i hate my family they drive me absolutely crazy!!!!! this weekend my mom decided that i hav to stay home and bond with her so at first i was like fine... 1 weekend wont kill me i can put up with her for 2 n 1/2 days... i was so very wrong... we didnt even make it a few hours before i wanted to kill her... i gotta get outa this house... i swear ( Read more... )

I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it ( Read more... )