im so sick of fucken life, of girl, of fucken everything. i just want to get up and run and not look back and just go and go untill i cant go any farther. leave everything/everyone in this fucken town/in this county, im sure not that many people would really give a fuck. on if you think im pissed off thats not even the word for it.

so today i pretty decided on giving up liking and going out wiht girl for a while. thers no point you always get hurt or something always happens. so im done wiht everything flirting and all.

this is going to be a great christmas. lol

later

ashley is grounded and shes not allowed to talk to me and i feel so freakin bad even tho i really didnt do anything. if u read this i love you and ill wait for you if you still like me ( Read more... )

hey ppl its been i awhile since i wrote in this thing. and probably no one will read this but owell. i found this girl who goes to mac her name is ashley, and i really really like her alot, i think more then ive ever liked a girl. we have so much in commen. im not sure if she really knows how much i do like her, theres not even words to explain it ( Read more... )

ive noticed everytime i write in this im mad and most of the time its b/c of a girl. and that kinda sucks. but i dont know what im doig my life is such a mess like over the summer i did stuff that was illegal and i shouldnt have done. and now school makes it a little harder. then girls that just stresses me out even more. and i dont know what i ( Read more... )

yea so that was a quick relationship. yea krystal broke up with me today so as you know if youve talked to me im not in the best of moods at the moment. it seems like everytime i start to like someone something always happens and it usally ends up with me getting hurt. and it really freakin sucks. so im starting to think that there is no point in ( Read more... )

Well summer was fun, but now i we have to go back to school and yeah im kinda late on this one. I hot everyone enjoyed their summer i know i sure. I did alot of stupid things, and partied way to much. Met some new ppl, went surfen on a jeep and got pulled down the road on a power wheel( kids dont try this at home). haha ( Read more... )

THIS SUCKS ONE MORE DAY OF SUMMER WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THAT

whats up ppl. its summer and its freakin hotter then shit out here. summer school is a drag but its life so owell.i hope that all of your summers are going good and stuff. mine is kinda ( Read more... )

well its sunday and no school tomorrow its out for the summer tobad i have summer school starting wednsday or whatever im not really happy about that but owell who cares right. this weekend was ok didnt do alot rode dirt bikes on friday and 4wheelers on saturday. got a little tispy saturday night and slept by the fire. nothing really at all today ( Read more... )