I need servants. Send me a message and give yourself to me...

My life is going nowhere fast. I need to do something about it.....

I hope I start writing again. You guys have to see this!

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At the age of 18 on September 2, 2005,
I said "I love you" to my parents,
for the first time in my life...

Emily and Miranda making out!!!


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Our fathers were our models for God. And if our fathers bailed, what does that tell you about God?
You have to consider the possibility that God doesn't like you.
He never wanted you.
In all probability, he hates you. This is not the worst thing that can happen...We don't need Him. Fuck damnation. Fuck redemption. We are God's unwanted children ( Read more... )

Ah shit, I just realized I missed brunch...All well, I guess it's ok. If my stomache didn't hurt then I'd be happy with the possibilities of the future, but right now I can't enjoy myself. Anyways, my horoscope said something that sounds like my weekend is going to suck, but I don't care. Um, yea, there's a few other things I wanted to type about ( Read more... )

Well, I think I should explain my last entery. Is it just me or does it seem like almost everybody is acting really weird? I mean, half of my friends either broke up, are depressed because of someone else, running away from home, or got kicked out. The other half seems to just not like me anymore. I'm not sure what I should do. Should I try and ( Read more... )