days having been going by. i got a prom dress, finally and im excited for the warm weather. im really tired and sick of work, its never ending. i miss my beautiful... i want to hang out with him all the time but i never can and it sucks. the other night i got japanese food and it was the best.
oh and another thing, brock got cute kittensss<3.


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yeah so its easter, happy easter. brocks mom got me some stuff and it was cute, and brock gave me a lot of his stuff he got too. yesterday i went out prom shopping and kitty shopping. unfortunately i didnt get a dress but i did get a kitty. Its a boy and his name is sebastian. Jasmine is from Aladan and Sebastian is from The Little Mermaid. i ( Read more... )

i cant stand some people right now. tonight i have nothing to do... from 6 to whenever. so um yeah we should hang out. i didnt go to school today because why would i? it was an excused absence... i would obviously take advantage of that. um... i miss my boyfriend, and i want to hang out with him.

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im at school, and i miss my boyfriend. brock if youre reading this i hope you know i think about you all the time and i miss you. i hope that we hang out today, and i never want to be away from you. i love you babe will all my heart, and im nothing without you, nothing. i wish you went to school so i wouldnt be so lonely, i just hate it. i wish you ( Read more... )

things havent been going that well for me recently. i need the one thing that makes me happy... and he doesnt want me back. i try and try but nothing seems to work. im so sad and lonely and i want this to go away. i miss my kitten so much it hurts, as well as my boyfriend. i want things to be different, so much different. i havent hung out with my ( Read more... )

my girl, my baby, my little kitten, is gone today. i cant even believe i will never see her in the morning always awake before i was. she was always playing in the bath tube while i was doing my hair, she would always eat all my foods, and she was so beautiful. i honestly can say i never thought this day would come, so soon, so quick. this morning ( Read more... )

im restless but alive and running. i went to the mall the other day and brock bought me a buildabear. its a bunny and i named it lovey, its so cute. its already wednesday and i cant even think about going back to school. these constant fights are breaking us, and i dont know why. they shouldnt, & ill try my hardest not to let it happen. i love you ( Read more... )

chaotic winds break this society. streams of nothingness float among the air waiting for a moment to land and crash any dreams there ever were. insanity wipes the country side, but since it effects everyone, no one notices. im lost in this wind, in this chaotic current. i dont know anything around me anymore, and familiar land marks dont exist in ( Read more... )

you have no idea who i am. you have no fucking clue how i live and what i feel like. dont assume anything. i wish things were different, i just miss a lot of things, just mostly simple moments that meant a lot. i wish we didnt fight all the time, my eyes are starting to constantly hurt. i just want you, and complete happiness. i dont want to be ( Read more... )

this week has been such a rollarcoaster. between friends and relationships i cant keep up with it all. i want to hang out with erica all the time, i miss her a lot. i wish things could be different, but somehow i think theyd end up the same. i love my love, and that will never change.


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