It's going to be cold again soon.
Just a few months.
Wow.
Everythings happening so quickly.
Just one more horse show.
It feels like everything just started.
And yet its all almost over. 
Fuck.
Im not ready to start life.

Hello Chicago
Your lights confuse me 

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They were so fucking amazing
Words can't even describe it
They played every perfect song
In the absolute perfect way
For the first time in my life
I was star-struck

FUCKKKKK
PLACEBO CONCERT APRIL 13
I CANT FUCKIN' WAIT

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Back to no sleeping
Back to shaking
Fucking my body over with more caffine than ever
Pills Pills Pills baby
Monster
Coffee
((yes!))
Sick of shitty boys
Sick of 
The assholes
The drug addicts!!!!
The haggards
And the good ones bieng gay
I'm letting my Ipod drown me
And my camera expose me
We need snow
!
Good Ride Cowboy, Good Ride

Too much fucking alcohol
Many many many
Drunk calls 
Sorry if you were on the recieving end of those.
I told Jimmy I wanted to have babies with him
Bad fucking news.
No more drink
Everrrrrr

I feel like I'm still stuck
Everytime I try to move on
I suck myself back in
Because in all reality 
I'm scared to leave it
It's all I've ever known
And It's slowly killing me

Xmas vaca.. 
It's going to do me a world of good
drink drink drink.
no alcohol please.

Hannah!!!!!
National is calling our names
((At midnight of course))

January will be a good month
It dosent seem to get here quick enough though
Snip snip.
Among a bundle of other things.

Dreading Feb.

And of course that day in March
4 years?
Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.
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