New Alk3 CD that came out.. and I got it a day late *insert anger emote here ( Read more... )

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One year ago today.
I was driving to Chicago to see Placebo for the first time.
It was the best night of my fucking life.
I had a sound horse.
I was a month away from graduation.
I had a job set up for the summer
I had money
I had security
I had a mind.
I had less scars.
And I thought my life was shitty.

Man oh man.

Time flies by, and its amazing how much can ( Read more... )

Short reunions.  
Short: key word that makes it suck.
Currently failing at life it seems.
For sure in school.
Oops.
5 months. 5 months until my ass is out of here.
5 months until I can breath again, and start regaining my brain. 
In the mood for a new piercing and a new tattoo.
Bitterness is officially my new haven. 
It sucks when you feel like a shitty ( Read more... )

It's been forever since I've been on here ( Read more... )

FUCKKK.
I feel like such a shitty person
I have hoorible intentions.
UseUseUse.
AbuseAbuseAbuse

Until I meet that one boy who does it back
And then I'll know how it feels.
So I guess all I have to do is wait.
I'm used to dissapointment
And terrified of commitment
So come on and let me use you
Until you prove to me that your worth more than that. 
I know ( Read more... )

 Sick of all the lies
Sick of all the pretending
Im severing all ties with everyone
If no one is willing to make it work
Then fuck all of you.
If you cant even try,
Then I'm no longer making an effort.
Sorry for making your life hard
Assholes.

its been getting worse lately ( Read more... )

Not home even two weeks.
And I'm already running away again
Missouri for 4 days.
Concert. ((fuckkkk yes))
The Kentucky for another 4 days.
It's going to catch up with me sooner or later
"The past will catch you up as you run faster"
Oh well.
I'm running while I still can. 
My lifes been scattered across the country. 
Running away from everything lowers my ( Read more... )