Ok so bought new scale today to check up on my progress training and well I’m down 15-20lbs depending if there is any difference between mine and the one at the recruiting office yeah nothing amazing but hey its progress none the less and a step in the right direction. Plus if I can keep myself going at this rate I should have no problem getting ( Read more... )

ok so thats the last time i will ever fall asleep with my cell phone next to my head (shut up i use it as an alarm clock)... cuz that was one fucked up/creepy as hell dream, lets just say manchurian candidateish and forget that it ever happened...

i just don't know what to think about it anymore (as if i did in the first place) i thought i did... had a little cookie cutter image of it and it worries me that it could be gone, that that part of me will never be the same. change is important but what is more important change or the ability to choose to change? the ability to keep a little ( Read more... )

first swaped rubber on semi rims (11R22.5 something) interesting at first then turned into me saying fuck it to the crowbars and sledge (cuz we don't have a machine for this) to pile driving my knee into the side wall of tire to get it to slip over the lip of the rim over and over ( Read more... )

Ok nothing much new here... I turned 20 yesterday and a big "meh" to that day, nothing very useful about that age really. yeah your not a teen anymore, like that means anything i still could have been tried as an adult for the past 2 years (more like what?… 4 years... 6 years lol) the way i see it is one year closer to 21 now to start that 365 day ( Read more... )

Ok I feel its time for an update. A lot of things have been going on lately I guess some good, some… well you know how it goes. First its been over 3 weeks since I bought a pack of cigs or have even smoked a cigarette (but I will be honest I have had a drag or two off of a friends cig maybe three or four times lol in that three+ weeks lol so count ( Read more... )

ok so i guess its been long enough and time for my ass to update... ok sooo what has been going on here, well i found out that ccad is 2nd in the nation in homework and is about the 3rd design school in the nation (oh by the way the school that it is under is HARVARD FUCKING LAW shit what the hell have i gotten myself into...) besides the homework ( Read more... )

well i guess i have caved and i finally got one... i got myself a live journal (yeah hope your happy danielle ;-)) and it is just about 6:15 am and i have been up all night whoooo... god help me... anyway yesterday was cool got to meet ian's new girlfriend over the phone (she sounds like an awesome person so thumbs up and rock on ian lol wish ( Read more... )